Saturday, May 21, 2011

blessings


my shoulder is always open n ready for you...HWAITING KAT!

Saturday, May 14, 2011

到了明天 - Super Junior M

到了明天 说好不再见面 坐在街尾的店 我一个人 点了一杯想念
到了明天 只能让爱擦肩 两个人的笑脸 天亮前 变成泛黄的照片

身边 寂寞在蔓延
视线 被泪水模糊焦点
把我爱你 留在了心底 放在了唇边

到了明天 你就离开我身边
到了明天 独自向流星许愿 像一场电影的完结篇
我们的结局应验泪水的预言
碎了一地的诺言 拼凑不回的昨天 可我仍期待奇迹会出现 no no
而你身影越来越远

爱 还留在我房间 回忆还很新鲜 一瞬间 感觉你就在眼前

身边 寂寞在蔓延
这视线 被泪水模糊焦点
一句我爱你 深深留在了心底 放在了唇边

到了明天 你就离开我身边
到了明天 独自向流星许愿 像一场电影的完结篇
我们的结局应验泪水的预言
碎了一地的诺言 拼凑不回的昨天 可我一直期待奇迹会出现 oh no
而你离去身影 却越来越远

没有你爱开始冬眠 孤单会占据每一天 我站在路灯下面 冷清的街 边
那个曾相拥的地点
是我们一起躲过雨的屋檐 oh

到了明天 你就离开我身边
到了明天 独自向流星许愿 像一场电影的完结篇
我们的结局应验泪水的预言
碎了一地的诺言 拼凑不回的昨天 可我仍期待奇迹会再出现 oh no

我依然还 怀念相爱的从前
我依然还 等你回到我身边 你留在我冰冷的枕边
按下暂停的时间 直到你再次出现 无法承受没有你的每一天 oh no
我爱你不会改变
我爱著你 到永远


I missed my 13 oppa(s)..
hope all of u doing well as well as having a sweet life...
sad that it'll be inevitably hard for 13 of u to get together on stage..
yet, I'll keep on praying til it happens..
You all were always listed in my prayer...
Thrill for ur life.. I really excite to see u have ur own family...>>marrige!
oppa...pali! pali! get marry!! ^^
Oppa Sarang Hea Yo!! I know u can do better than this...
Oppa 내가 너무 그리워!!
당신을 사랑합니다 ^^♥ HWAITING!

Wednesday, May 04, 2011

brainwash

(Love is the blood of the soul. God wants all beings to have healthy and strong souls, so God created a simple law to nourish the soul: the more you give love, the more you receive love. Remember all the beings you love - people, animals - that you haven't thought of lately. Do not wait anymore, reconnect with them today and express your love. )
~ Got it from What God's you to know... It caught my heart and thoughts each time...

Hehehe…How possibly I give it out when I can’t generate it….??!! ’with a rotten smile’ I lost my 1st love…wasn’t the couple love…accurately refers as philostorgy, love and care towards everything and each person surrounding me…

I wanted simply to let go of everything I hold on, which considerably not essential to be grab tightly… I treasure those emotions, point of views and attitudes that kept me looks good, but inner it was a mess and war… Mindset was on ‘I gonna be strong and stronger by my own… weak will never ever appearing in my dictionary… I won’t surrender nor give up..’

I mutated the kindness I had with hard-heart... There’s once a period in my life, that I hated those whom said I was kindhearted.. You might shock with surprise… I hate it.. for me, to be kind, is identically having being weak and corresponding myself to all forms of hurt… One way out is to be numb and immune…then, tears won’t drop out of my eyes and no matter what people comments about my being, I’ll have no objection on their words…instead, live on my life…

I need no count on anyone… I’m not weak.. I can live and have a better life all by myself… That’s all I had… Cheating myself and persuading myself into a being I wasn’t…ridiculous than hypocrites… The saddest tragedy, my end result comes out, and I became partial heartless individual…

I have the ‘love’ in my heart, I can’t express it well… since I thoroughly tried to erase it from my gene… I can’t cry when I feels like or do I cried flighty.. And it makes me act like an insane… going no way but in midst of cry and laugh… Oh My…That’s really me!! PATHETIC ME!! *ahahaa*

Now, I find no alternative to release my stress… it was a huge mess…worse of worse, sleep is not longer available as my cure for both my stress and anxious… ^^ cheer for ur day, young lady!

Bless me O Lord! I knew just how wicked I am in Your eyes, but please, save me before I lapse into bad character out of my possibilities... In You all things are possible.. Gracious Lord, rekindle my 1st love for You and many....in times of great waves, all I need is You and I need no to be a superwoman, be still and be an ordinary lady who cries upon sadness...

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Tuesday, May 03, 2011

What God wants you to know!

How profound u penetrate the genuine and fundamental eisegesis of this word 'FAITH'...

If you never questioned your beliefs, - you are just a puppet dancing to somebody's strings. If God had wanted your mindless obedience, you would've been created without mind and without free will. But you have both so you can come to God of your own accord. Just look at the lives of saints, - most of them had gone through a dark night of the soul, and that's why their faith was so strong. The path to true faith always goes through doubt. So ask those questions you've always been afraid to ask, and find the answers, and then your faith will become unshakable.

*True faith flowers from and through doubt.*

Sunday, May 01, 2011

Pelangi Kasih ~ Maria Shandi

Percaya saat kau ragu krn tangan Tuhan sedang merenda...

Percayalah karyaNya yg sering di luar dugaan kita...


Apa yang kau alami kini

Mungkin tak dapat engkau mengerti

Cobaan yang engkau alami

Tak melebihi kekuatanmu


Tuhanmu tak akan memberi

Ular beracun pada yang minta roti

Satu hal tanamkan di hati

Indah semua yang Tuhan bri


Tangan Tuhan sedang merenda

Suatu karya yang agung mulia

Saatnya ‘kan tiba nanti

Kau lihat pelangi kasihNya


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