LORD, save me!

I love the LORD, for He heard my voice;

He heard my cry for mercy.

Because He turned His ear to me,

I will call on Him as long as I live.

The cord of death entangled me,

The anguish of the grave came over me;

I was overcome by distress and sorrow.

Then I called on the name of the LORD:

“LORD, save me!”

The LORD id gracious and righteous;

Our God is full of compassion.

The LORD protects the unwary;

When I was brought low, He saved me.

~ Psalm 116:1-6

disciplne

Depressed..n troubled in breathing, my head overloaded n heart ached..

My tears flow out of control.. I cant stand it. My dearest friend, at the same, my AJK, complained n cried to me that no one is listening.. why would they listen anyway.. we never take severe action upon them. To them, the world is evolved into a freedom based era.. where the majority win in most cases result of the democratic system. Discipline is no longer surviving, it has almost depleted by the demolishment of rules one after another..

I really hope that I can do something for the school in the return of their generous acceptation of me! I wanted to do.. but hierarchy kills us, every decision-making wont end at us. It went all the way long to school admin..n even bought up to PIGB. Parents just over pampered their child until they stand for what is against school rules. We, prefects, how are we going to govern the school when most of disciplinary rules are vanished. I cant tolerate on that matter, it apparently indicate that prefects are unavailing. I love the school, I always I believe that God placed me here at the right place in the right time with a good reason. There’s love n so hatred hunt after it..

I tried!! But it didn’t works.. I’m pissed off! I physically, mentally n spiritually down in the abyss to see all that is happening, the tears of rejections, the anger of disunity and irresponsibility of selfish one’s.

KP?? So what!! That’s just a title..too much a thing that all I can do is accept rejections n complaints..

U’ll never fathom how I wish I was just merely an ordinary students..

U putted the burden on my shoulder yet leave me without solution even worst most, no authorizes to make own decision.. so what!! It was useless!! I’m simply bear the title for nothing..

I’M HURTED! OFFENDED..SO LONELY TO STAND IN THE 1^ST LINE.. THE ARROW ARE AIMING ME!!