Saturday, April 30, 2011

*****

kata org wanita mahupun gadis....
yg dlm kategori 'perempuan' tu amat susah d'urus...
tp...adakah kenyataannya seiras dengan fakta yg d'kemukakan...??
perempuan...o...perempuan...
mereka terlalu d'perkayai oleh emosi...sehingga berkali2 kehilangan akal...
perasaan tu lbh bermakna bt diri perempuan...
tulah kata org...ainah...org lg d'tuduhi... XD x pa sekali-sekala namanya...
wlupn putus...ttp...tetap....***** 'mcm mau d'luahkan...'
satu yg ku x tahan apabila berjumpa org yg hampir rupanya sama...
yg lucu n menyedihkan.. ku tertemu 2 jejaka mirip rupanya...
apalagi... klu bkn panik n masalah jga nie...'excited'...
huhu 'kununlah dia, aik perasan nie anak' XD
hidup..o hidup... indah n agung... ku x bisa bersajak...
Npalah...atiku tergoyah krn dia... bilalah jga mau ia sembuh...
kata org lg...bkn sapa2..ttp dia... "Klu ada jodoh tetap akan bertemu lagi"
ttp...masalahnya....adakah pada masa tu kmu x berpunya?? AHAHAAAAAA....
ku doa jgn jak spi parah... nak kata ***** bkn jga,
nak kata tekan ingin kuarkan perasaan...salah jga... ohhh.... sapa yg br jawapan...

Bapa Kami di Syurga, Engkau lah maha kuasa maha tahu...
x da niat yg x d'ketahui oleh Mu... Tuhan, sucikanlah niat atiku...
agar ku bisa d'gn oleh Mu n mengambil bahagian dlm setiap rencanaMu...
Tuhan, segala kesukaran n duka yg kini menghantui ku..
di dalam nama Yesus Kristus, ku doa agar d'bebaskan...
Ya Tuhan maha kasih, ajar ku tuk mengasihi seperti mana Engkua tlh mengasihi ku dahulu...
Ya Tuhan, kuatkan atiku yg kini semakin lemah...n hinggakan ingin berputus asa n menyerah...brkan ku semangat yg br n selalu mengalir deras seakan sungai, ke dlm kehidupan ku...tatkala ku jatuh, hulurkan tangan Mu n mendampingi ku...
Bapa... Ku betul rindu akan kehadiran Mu... Bapa...ku mau selalu ada di sisi Mu...
x kira dlm apa jua yg mendatang, ku tahu dlm Mu ku berdiri tegah...
x terkecauli drpd soal cinta, soal hubungan dgn keluarga atau org lain, soal kehidupan...
dlm Mu ku percaya....Tuhan pasti sangguh!!
Bapa berkati dia wlu di mana jua dia berada n berkenan...
Terangi jalannya agar dia terus taat setia terhadap firman n ajaran Mu...
AMEN ^^♥ ku percaya janjiMu Bapa.....

~Tuhan Pasti Sanggup~
>Kuatkanlah hatimu
Lewati setiap persoalan
Tuhan Yesus selalu menopangmu
Jangan berhenti harap padaNya

>Tuhan Pasti Sanggup
TanganNya takkan terlambat 'tuk mengangkatmu
Tuhan Masih Sanggup
Percayalah, Dia tak tinggalkanmu

>Kuatkanlah hatimu
Lewati setiap persoalan
Tuhan Yesus selalu menopangmu
Jangan berhenti harap padaNya

>Tuhan Pasti Sanggup
TanganNya takkan terlambat tuk' mengangkatmu
Tuhan Pasti Sanggup
TanganNya takkan terlambat tuk mengangkatmu
Tuhan Masih Sanggup
Percayalah, Dia Masih Sanggup
Tuhan Pasti Sanggup
TanganNya takkan terlambat tuk mengangkatmu
Tuhan Masih Sanggup
Percayalah, Dia tak tinggalkanmu

Monday, April 25, 2011

u

Realising the date of after 12midnight....
I cared, but do I really left with option...
WELL... it's severe...
when I said there's nothing bonding us...
haiz.... >,< I can't express it...
What's it that eating me up about you...
less than a hour n it'll be ur birthday...
still remember how we spent ur last birthday,
though all I can send was just a simply message without sophisticated thought,
but a generous wish n greeting.. I missed it.. I do really!!!
Thus, for now, all I manage is to continually pray for you...
The coldness of midnight hurled me down into the depth of abyss...
counting time together, I missed it...
I was imaginably of the grin on ur face...as u read it...
I saw the flows of happiness...again, I missed it...
the whisper of ur voice keeps anchoring...
a year passed unnoticeable...
Have ur wound thoroughly recovered...
truly from me,
HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY ***** !!!
Happiness never comes easy, but when it does, grab it, don't look back... ^^
Have a much better LIFE without me... Ur efforts was in my sight...
but go instead n set urself free... Have ur life.. U're indeed a freed man!!

Saturday, April 23, 2011

BUSY

Are the initials of your BUSY were defined as below???

*alert toward lies!*

Bbeing(被)Uunder(置於)SSatan’s(撒旦的)Yyoke(束搏


God, help me n teach that my BUSY wouldn't be as it defined at above…

God, teach me in midst of all my busyness I put You first among all….

You are my primary and priority!!

Redirect me every time I’m losing focus from You…

Knowing and acknowledging the flawless and weakness I had as a mere human…

You love me thoroughly, but I’m kept on hurting You.

I’m selfish, I knew it…but I can’t loose you and not having you in my life…

You hurt and it was like a sharp edged sword that shatters Your heart into pieces…

How painful it was!!! I knew…

Dear Lord, my Gracious Father high on heavenly throne! I cried loud to You!!

I need You more than any else... neither LOVE, that once drove me insane n restless...