Freely Receive Freely Give!!

他来了 ^^

2012-01-24T16:36:00.003+08:00

有时点点滴滴的幸福和喜悦不定要约好才会有哦!!

有时出乎意料来得更是感人的一刻..

万万也没想到他会来丫!!

来了朋友总是最棒!!

虽然说是有点刁难的朋友..

可是就因而我们能成朋友啦..

不明白也罢..

重要的就是开心嘛!! ^^v

做导游还真不简单呐..

斗湖又不是大城市嘛..

怎能和KK还有KL对比, 当然输嘛.. LOLX..

无聊的我们只好沿着马路走..

一路有说也有笑..

可怜的..还被我欺负..被打的够惨.. XD

酸甜苦辣全到味..

他的反击不差.. 拜托要不是因为他比我高..应该没机会吧!! :P

谢谢你的陪伴My Dear!!
谢谢你成为我的假情人♥
加油哦!!! 期待未来在与你相遇..

surrender

2012-01-04T20:52:00.002+08:00

Yes, of course, you want to control
so everything happens in just the way you want it.
But at the end of the day, we control nothing,
- it's all in God's hands,
- has always been, and will always be.
So, do what you can, and then let go,
and let God handle the rest.

I simply love this, it speaks out my situations.
Yeah! For always n forever God is the one who control..
That’s why there was a saying which I love it so much,
“You do your best n God do the rest!”
TRUST GOD, BABE! THOUGH SOME DOUBT YOU..
OUR GOD IS GREATER!!

fear

2012-01-02T12:06:00.003+08:00

If all you had to do was wish for something
and you would have it,
life would be pretty boring, wouldn't it?
God placed barriers between us and what we want,
so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives.
God hid our biggest rewards behind the highest barriers
- our deepest fears.
God wants us to face our fears,
and hold ground in their presence,
and let them go,
and that's how we get out biggest rewards.
What are you most afraid of?
Say it, just start by saying it.
mine..possibly was being lonely in time of tribulations..

软弱

2011-12-22T06:34:00.001+08:00

我们以为祝福临到才叫做帮助,
却不知苦难等候中的安慰与扶持也是帮助的一种.
有时神藉着苦难使我们软弱, 是为了使我们谦卑,
不再靠自己的力量行事, 免得我们的自我太刚强,
以至于阻挡了神的大能与奇妙作为显明在我们身上.
软弱是为了倒空器皿,
注入恩典以致于成为刚强蒙福之人,
所以到如今耶和都帮助我们.

Jesus the STAR

2011-12-21T08:26:00.003+08:00

Christmas Isn't Christmas

Christmas isn’t Christmas ‘til it’s Christmas in your heart
Somewhere, deep inside you, is where Christmas really starts
So, give your heart to Jesus, you’ll discover when you do
That’s it Christmas, really Christmas for you.

Jesus brings warmth like a winter fire, a light like a candle’s glow
He’s waiting now to come inside, like He did so long ago
Jesus brings gifts of truth and life and makes them bloom and grow
So welcome Him with a song of joy, and when He comes you’ll know….

That Christmas isn’t Christmas ‘til it’s Christmas in your heart
Somewhere, deep inside you, is where Christmas really starts
So, give your heart to Jesus, you’ll discover when you do
That’s it Christmas, really Christmas

Christmas, really Christmas
Christmas, really Christmas for your

Xmas preparation /11

2011-12-21T07:45:00.007+08:00

好棒哦!! 圣诞礼物都准备好了..
今年的圣诞节虽然缺乏那该有的精神..
却不会影响我的特别圣诞节..
2011的圣诞节只有哪么一次罢了.
好好享受, 好好庆祝!

Couple cross chain specially for our sweet young couple
(Jason n Janet)
I'm really jealous of them..a lot..positively!!
you’ll rarely see any couple that can explicitly date n
announce themselves as couple without
too much of words of against.. ^^ at our church..
to me.. it’s good thing!
So that youth wont simply date as their heart desire..
Love never easy!! Stay sweet n compassionate sweet couple!
Have my blessing with you..
tell the world that though you’re young,
you knew the meaning n the consequences of love..
I love both you as a big sis =)

Cross chain all by me!

Last step..

This Christmas I’m gonna make it something..something I’ll treasure for the whole life. Suppose not only this, but every Christmas I had n will have. Though some of it I spent alone, yet to my satisfaction I won’t let it down.. How Christmas meant for mankind. So I decide to be a Santa.. AWESOME is it!! Can't wait to see their expression!! dedicate to all my beloved Cell Members! Thx for a year we spent together.. so continue to grow spiritually, mentally n physically.. I'm thrilling!

FAITH, HOPE n LOVE which originated above from heaven is the gifts God had gave us!
THX Abba!

alone

2011-12-17T13:02:00.005+08:00

Oh GOSH!! I just love Him so much!!
Irresistible..He attract me profoundly..
deep in my soul n spirit.. was a thought!
*what would I be if He wasn’t here with me!*
SERIOUSLY..MY LIFE WITHOUT HIM IS DEATH..
YEAH! THAT’S RIGHT!! ABSOLUTELY.. YO!!
It makes no differ to you when you come to know Him..as well ^^

OH HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM..
MY FATHER IN HEAVEN..
HE LOOKED DOWN FROM THE SKY AND SMILE AT ME..
MY PRECIOUS LOVELY DAUGHTER.. CHEER!!
YOU’RE NEVER ALONE.. NO MATTER WHAT!! *And I said AMEN!*

Now, lots of youngster looking for love eagerly.. YA!! I understand them..
They are long to be loved and cared for..
They makes love for reason of no one cares except..
the guy or girl that make love with..
That’s the reality!! *They said..*
me.. God bless me!!
I knew it was almost an impossible mission
to save it for ur Mr/Mrs Right..WHO SAYS IT SO!! THE MODERN ERA DID..
Yet, with God all things are possible.. AMEN!!
I’m not gonna lost my virginity until I get marry with my love..
I got the faith.. God will prepare!! hehe.. -.-
CoMe oN La wEi~~ so desperate meh!!
Can’t you wait for your charming prince or gorgeous princess??!!

Corresponding to my lonely post yesterday!! God speaks to me,
and He said:
“You may think you are separate and all alone, but the truth is there is so much interconnection. When you feel alone, allow time for connection and communion. If there are no people around for good company, then be with nature: a dog or cat or tree or ocean. Good company comes in many forms.”

ENJOY LIFE MY DEAR!! I LOVE YOU!!

隔絕..

2011-12-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

Sharing…as a reminder to all! ♥

若因為眼前的艱難
叫我們常常憂愁
意味著我們還不懂如何支取
神的慈愛與恩典

若因為環境的攔阻
叫我們常常疑惑
意味著我們還沒有成熟的信心
去領受神所賜的盼望與祝福的應許

兩情相悅的幸福
不可能沒有犧牲奉獻
也不會沒有委曲求全
神以獨生愛子作為贖價愛我們
我們也要學會克服環境的挑戰
才能愛神

要兩情相悅
才能常常囍樂
喜樂是進入應許之地的必經之途
別讓神為我們單相思

誰能使我們與基督的愛隔絕呢．難道是患難麼、是困苦麼、是逼迫麼、是飢餓麼、是赤身露體麼、是危險麼、是刀劍麼 .. 然而靠著愛我們的主、在這一切的事上、已經得勝有餘了。(羅馬書 8:35,37)

Credit to Faith Book!

>.< 喂!

2011-12-16T22:45:00.005+08:00

挺久没好好blogging..

心情很不错!! 特别是当我在教会帮忙时..

那真是美好时光 ^^ 我尽情享受在我主同在..
哪怕是受到委屈!! 笑容依然.. 因我主深知..

感谢主!! 祂的爱何等高且深..

这世界..或许只有祢最了解我了!!
谢谢全能神!! *超极感动的*

我其实很怕寂寞..是个很没有安全感的人!!

我总需要有同伴的陪伴..

我也很快思念人..

我好想念你们哦!! *都快哭了!!* T_T

难道我看起来..真的有你们想的那么坚强吗??

我好难过!! 好想有一个人陪我哭..不对!!
应该说:“在我哭时..安静的在我身边..陪着我就够了!!”

你不在!!!...... *jiwang karat*

大概是吃饱..太闲空!
*燕燕, 你也无聊透顶了!* haiz..

more love

2011-12-15T17:26:00.002+08:00

愛可以再更多一點點

我可以擁有全世界
卻沒有愛
我可以明白所有事
卻還是空白
我可以用信心移山
卻還是孤單
這世界沒有了愛
一切仍是黑白

不要埋藏在心裡
把愛說出來
不要默默在一旁
把愛活出來

喔愛可以再更多一點點
不怕被傷害把靈魂鎖起來
愛可以再更多一點點
從天父來的愛
把懼怕挪開
發現幸福在轉角與你相遇
一瞬間這世界變得好美

bye babe..miss ya

2011-12-07T15:06:00.001+08:00

bye my old blog design..
you're the best ever blog I've design.. ^_^

FAREWELL!!

war

2011-12-07T10:41:00.003+08:00

It has exotically came to an end where as it finalise with the eternal end of thousand years pain war of great..great priestess against youkai. Kagome wished for the demolishment of Shikon Jewel forever had appeared to be the correct wish. Finally, peace was gained as reward in Sengoku Era of Japan. Yet, to most despair, the lovable couple was unable to intervene the fate of separation.. Inuyasha and Kagoma are differing in space and time. They had forbidden love.

LOVE is the greatest spiritual gift human own.. Love can vary the infinity into something as it possibly melts the anger of other.

Since the three day fought against Naraku inside Shikon Jewel, everything goes back as it should orientate. Kagoma was sent back to her world, Inuyasha in his own era. The Bone Eater’s well is ever since then not connected to Sengoku Era. After three years then Kagome graduated from her high school, she finally able to visit there again. There she started new life with her beloved, Inushaya. How sweet is it!! To be with the one you loved the most through years of waiting in miserable lovesick.

I’ve learnt greatly and sharpen my mind that comfort zone never exists unless you allow it. Every place and situation that you place your foot on was a stage for you to gain power and strengthen your abilities. In devious position, if you think it’s your comfort zone, then as you wish, it’ll grant you to be your comfort zone. It’s a game of psychology! It alter by your thought and every fight was fearlessly won by great determination.. The precious lesson, your determination will tells you how far you’ll go. Just like Inuyasha, he won not simply he has found his very own sword and technique to fight, he posses unbendable determination with immortally fearlessness.

The war over Naraku was end, but the fight shall continue and it’ll meet no end. It’ll be mine of war!

War against life! I’m neither battling with human nor youkai *seriously none!* I’m gonna combat myself to be a excel person for goodness. I was to prepare for the holy war of Christ.

I’m doubt myself if I’m ready for the suffering.. *remind unknown*

false?

2011-12-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

Won’t you just wept by the flaws human can never shake off .. Human indeed wasn’t perfect and transcendent in one’s own due to their very own genuinely natural acts and perspective.

Though, they ought to breath from exact source of air and lived on the only earth available, yet all are unique individually. Then who we are to judges or to say a single word over their deed.. no offences!

Positive comments and advices are for the use of edification. Abuse it for the result of it likely will be another soul to be ransom was left with denial. False deeds other done occur in just the matter of time and sequences. It was equally formulate that you’ll have the possibility of committing mistakes.

Judgment should never serve first; it should have be a dessert that comes in the end, ensure it is sensible.

By and by, toilsome enough to understand and fathom thoroughly.. Humans are detectable with inner self conscious either partially or perfectly. Lest twist the fact that no matters how struggles humans to get themselves better person, they are just a creature formed with weakness and breathed through the knowledge and nostalgia.

*personal thought, God has its own desires!

nvr fade..

2011-12-05T20:57:00.000+08:00

If there is one thing that can summarize what I feel about you, that would be “you’re one of the most beautiful things that ever happen to me. Its just so strange how you just came into my life, gave attention and concerns that I had never expected. I can’t help but to be thankful and feeling really happy to have such a friend like you. I would never want to lose a friend like you, like seriously. However, was it for no guilt in heart to say you’re just a friend of mine.. Honestly, I’m trying hard to run away from the fault I made.. That’s you’re my first love ever.. by mean of good, the fault was I broke your heart. You’re sweetest ever!! But, to our disappointment, we’re forced to break up. I had to admit that I was literally in the deepest abyss as those girls who had been there. It has rejected all mementos we shared as serve to reduce the pain of losing you.. Yet, I gained experiences that helps me to understand and surf easily into those who having relationship problem. They ought to express this saying; you’ll never get the right scene thoroughly, unless you are in their shoes. THX!

普世欢腾

2011-12-03T19:52:00.000+08:00

普世欢腾..

我好期待哦!! 今年会收到礼物吗??

那都不重要了..重点是..耶稣的诞生!!

而祂的爱已胜过一切了!!

泪

2011-12-02T21:26:00.000+08:00

哭的好惨了.. 眼泪一直在流..

不知因那部电影太感人肺腑..

还是因为我们对爱情的惧怕是相似..

赞!! 总于..哭了!! 压力也跟着泪水, 从心流出…

舒畅~~ ^^♥

p/s: 眼泪不说慌!! 它流露了最真实的情绪..

那些年

2011-12-01T22:09:00.000+08:00

他真的让我对他又爱又恨..

气啦!! :/

... 无言 ...

可*..他是我可爱..的麻吉喔!! ^.^

也是位很力顶我的大哥..

虽然年龄只相隔一个月..-.-

当然啦! 特殊的他..自有另类的方式..

昨夜..他让我很感动..

弹了钢琴..赞!! 也看见了他另一面..

原来在他的精心刻薄话语后..

隐藏着..温柔的他..可爱吧!! =)

可惜..他着的世界太..**

我也不了.. 想帮他却力不从心!! >__< 对不起哦!

昨夜..看着他笑.. 心情也愉快多了..

他呢!!.. 总让我心疼!!

我总感觉到他的孤独..

看看自己..还不是一样..

难怪是麻吉..ahahaha XD

LOLX...

p/s: 亲爱的天父, 求你眷顾他!! 保守他平平安安.. 天天快乐!! 健康成长哦 XD

原谅他没好好..认认..真真地灵修..我也是!! SORRY! ^ - ^ 即使如此, 我相信他的心早在祢那儿了..

啊们!!

fail..part?

2011-10-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

I keep on failing..

I'm such a FAILURE!!

yet with compassion, God reminds me..

"If one part suffers, every part suffers with it;

if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it."

(1 Corinthians 12:26)

I'm part of Christ, though I was weak n with flaws..

God didn't know keep me apart from Him,

instead He love me as I was His beloved.. ^^

I always ought to be loved n care by others..now I want solely focus on God's love..hopefully..!!

I'm part of His creation..

the LAW..

2011-09-23T19:13:00.000+08:00

Knowing the law n accomplishing the law..

was two different matter..

Knowing the law doesn't equally means you act according to the law..

Yet, in order to fulfill the law, you must knew the law..

Law sets us free from misdeeds n helps us to become a better person. ♥

God, I knew, in You alone..

I can make a change onward my bad deeds..especially my bad temper

I need Your love to overflow me n cleansing every thoughts I had.

To be sure that all I had in me will delights n lift Your name up..

Human...through it all.. are full of sins n flaws..

I hand in all my troubles into Your hands..

I can't make it by myself..

Yet, when I trust n have faith on You..

Victory is on my side for You are with..

Teach me never to take things for granted..

though You've ready to give it away freely as a blessing in my life..

I have to admit..my spiritual life was sharply dwindling.. It wasn't pleasing You..

Give me strengths in my weaknesses..

God has seen YOU struggling with something... God says its over.

A blessing is coming your way.

♥ "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD

"plans to prosper you and not to harm you,

plans to give you hope and a future." ♥

peace seeker

2011-09-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

Even in the darkest storms

peace can be found by those who seek it.

When turmoil and tension tear at your heart,

pray for peace and most often you'll find peace in prayer.

Of course there is no need to wait for a storm,

pray for peace right now.

Matthew 11:28

2011-09-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden. —Matthew 11:28

I almost gave it up..

yet in spite of all, God..I looked upon You..

God, You are indeed much greater than the circumstances and hardship I'm having..

Too sad.. I stand alone now.. Somethings went uneasy..

I was pampered by friends years back..

The fight is still going on.. I can't turn away.. Fight the fights babe..

"I ♥ you"

love nvr end

2011-08-21T21:21:00.000+08:00

very touchy to hear it once again..

from my Heavenly Father..

I was saved by Him through His amazing grace..

I tried hard to store my treasures in heaven,

trusting that via winning God's favor through deeds is all that about..

God intended nothing as in my mind.. FALSE!! DEFINITELY..

BIBLE clearly stated

"For it is by grace you have been saved,

through faith and this not from yourselves,

it is the gift of God, not by works,

so that no one can boast. (Ephesians 2:8-9)"

sadly.. I completely forgotten of it..

Through the days I had for the past few months..

I admitted that my relationship with God has fall apart..

I wasn't close to God's heart, as I had it before my form 6 life start..

Lord, I've sinned against You and my follow man..

Father, pls forgive me and cleansing me inside out..

that thoughts I owned and deeds I did may glorify You instead of fall-short Your glory..

Life I was in now isn't an easy course for me,

yet I knew I wasn't never face it alone and not bare to attractions..

You are so close by my side..

just that my eyes blinded by sin and my heart harden by harsh words and accuses of others..

God, I have to confess I'm too weak..though I went through lot and lots of up and down..

but it never makes me perfect, in case, it can solely teach me lessons..

I'm lost and I'm afraid.. I wanna go home..

back to the home where peace and happiness all was kept there..

There.. I found my shelter.. no more offences..

I'm set free.. bound and enchained by responsibility..

it tie me til I'm breathless...

But.. should I just give up..without harder efforts..

Your daughter..I.. what should I do??

We are merely human with flaws.. will forgiveness and toleration vary our path??

無助時

2011-08-19T05:31:00.000+08:00

我無助的時候，你給我力量，
我害怕的時候，你緊緊抱住我，
當我覺得我不行，你告訴我可以，
你就是那最愛我的主。

在我软弱无能时，主你就在我身边。

你的大能章显，照亮我!!

226

2011-06-22T20:21:00.000+08:00

you knew it well...

"That you are not to shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find and keep.

The quickest way to find love is to give love.

If you want it too badly, you will not find it.

The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow.

If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it."

I got it again..hehe XD

I missed you.. ♥♥♥♥♥

I won't forgot 226..n 264..

God bless you graciously..

He shall..

2011-06-17T21:25:00.000+08:00

God, cure this heart of mine..

It having its own breath against the principle..

Bleeding severely and roaring for help in the most helpless condition..

You’re there..out there..NO!! You’re in my heart..

I need Your peace and hurl away all my distractions that keep me apart from You.. I want to be loved by You as I had it the 1^st time..Great compassion..

I’m weak.. How should I lead.. I’m not a good leader, especially a spiritual..

the warfare was too great to fight against..by myself..dare me not!

Yet, I’m not alone.. Heaven is with me as I fought for Your glory..

God, give me endure, courage and bold heart as I serve..and grant me wisdom,

In the name of Jesus Christ I prayed this, AMEN !!!^^

what a comfort!

2011-06-09T20:49:00.002+08:00

There is no need for you to go it alone.

There are people who love you, and who are ready to give you much needed support.

There are even more, - way more than you can possibly imagine people who CAN love you if you give them a chance.

Make 'share joy, half the sorrow' your motto for today.

*Shared joy is a double joy; Shared sorrow is half a sorrow.*

God bless Jess..

Love you Jess ^^ ♥

^^

2011-06-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

Happy just because I'm happy...

The shortest ever blog I had for the meantime..gbu~

[==]''

2011-06-07T09:43:00.000+08:00

should had studied since 9am,

yet I didn't because of this...

I spent a hour quarter to answer it.. [==]''

ahaha... I've wasted my time again... XD
Jess is going so insane..

把以下问题复制 , 贴在一封你要 TAG の NOTES 上 :D

將所有的答案改成你自己的 .

這個理論要說的是 , 你將了解你的朋友許多不為人知的種種

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1■ 開始這封的時間

—〉8:31am, 7th June 2011 (Tuesday)

2■ 你的全名

—〉Jessica Chin Yen Yen

3■ 你現在正在聽誰的歌

—〉Nothing Is Impossible, Planetshakers

4■ 你在哪裡讀書 / 工作

—〉St Patrick, Tawau (Form Six 11/12)

5■ 上一次生日蛋糕上蠟燭的數目

—〉can't recall.. didnt blow candles for quite a period..

6■ 你吹蠟燭的日期

—〉???

7■ 你們家養過什麼寵物

—〉dog, cat, fish, bird n chicken..

8■ 星座

—〉Sagittarius

9■ 有幾多耳洞

—〉none

10■ 你有刺青嗎

—〉none

11■ 你喜歡你目前的生活嗎

—〉♥.. Life is short.. so jz ♥ it though it isn't cute..sometimes..

12■ 暗戀過幾個人

—〉secret.. XD

13■ 会怀念初恋吗？

—〉hehe.. X0

14■ 有向人告白的經驗嗎

—〉hehe.. AM I DARE ENOUGH?? *ask yourself, see if you knew me well*

15■ 不敢吃的東西

—〉nasty in taste n smell..

16■ 最喜歡吃什麼東西

—〉Peppermint flavoured Ice Cream etc.. spicy or cold..

17■ 最喜歡喝什么

—> sky juice..

18■ 最喜歡的數字

—〉7 n 12

19■ 喜歡看哪一種電影類型

—〉comedy, love, family, friendship, friction n action..

20■ 最喜歡的品牌

—〉none in specific..

21■ 最懷念的日子

—> childhood n school time.. play n fight..

22■ 最傷心的事情

—〉face eternal separation.. :(

23■ 最想講對不起的人

—〉dad

24■ 最後悔的事

—〉I wish I don't have it..so guilt won't ate me up..

25■ 最喜歡星期幾

—〉Sunday, the day the LORD has make..SABBATH

26■ 最喜歡春夏秋冬哪一季節

—〉autumn

27■ 喜歡的花

—〉tulip.. wish I can plant it at my home ;(

28■ 喜歡的運動

—〉cycling

29■ 比過哪些比賽有得獎

—＞ don't know.. lolx! no sure if I had it..

30■ 喜歡的冰淇淋種類

—〉Peppermint n Chocolate

31■ 討厭做的事

—〉...

32■ 討厭別人做什麼

—〉judge other by cover..

33■ 擅長的事

—〉grumbling n sleep zzZ

34■ 有想過要自殺嗎

—〉Honestly YA ^^

35■ 臥室的地毯是什麼顏色

—〉pink mixed white

36■ 以後想做什麼職業

—〉not yet valid

37■ 你信有鬼嗎

—〉they are devil n evil spirit..the followers of Lucifer...

38■ 你覺得自己十年後會在哪裡

—〉never thought of this question.. see where live will send me..

39■ 無聊的時候你大多做些什麼

—〉listen song, reading or blogging...

40■ 世界上最惱人的事

—〉illness

41■ 覺得同性戀呢

—〉for sure I'm not one of them, never will I pray.. I enjoy looking at liang zai..ahha =)

my close friends knew it by fact.

42■ 如果有人誤會你

—〉keep my mouth shut n decide it by your own either to trust or doubt me..

43■ 有想過要怎麼對付你討厭的人嗎

—〉God state it clearly in bible,

"But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you," (taken from Matthew 5:44)

44■ 你認為你的另一半幫你付錢是理所當然的嗎

—〉if bf, no..unless I really out of income..hehe..

But different case for husband, he should..most of the time.. ;P sorry!

45■ 你介意替你另一半付錢嗎

---〉refer question 44

46■通常幾點上床睡覺

—〉depends on my mood..

47■ 現在心裡最想見的人是誰

—〉Jenn...bring me out... I wanna gai gai..so badly..

48■你想幾歲結婚

—〉 28 sth

49■ 今天心情好嗎

—〉ok..ok..

50■ 最希望誰會回信

—〉You ^^♥

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[2] 請老實回答每一個問題。

[3] 不行擅自塗改題目。

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life brief candle..

2011-06-06T20:37:00.000+08:00

Appreciate and love those you treasure..

Cos you'll never know when the time comes...

when the fallen angels knock yours or your beloved's door...

creepily...blood freezes..dip and lick 'it'...

taste worse ever... the eternal separation..

Hearts stab and scatter all way...unhealed wound last forever..

How terrible sadness kills the day off...and darkest night rule over...

Life is short..you'll definitely..100%..know none..

Take life gently, love it and it shall return in resemble act..

I guess and pray...

Only God know... Have faith then and take courage~

The song that convey the acknowledgement of Beloved One..to me...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6_duTfJRp6E&feature=share

will be missing it~

2011-06-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

The day has come and it'd passed by winkle of eyes...

To camera crews, well done! We've tried our best...

Ur treasures are store in heaven...

Ta da My Friends!! You've made my day bright..

God bless you all~~

Soundchecking~

Lunch time~ ayam~~

pix wif attractive young ladies n guys of CTK^^

met my old friends from KK... missed you all!!

************************************************************************************

Another best friend of mine who just start a new life...

He's a kind-hearted, peaceful and loving young man ^^

HWAITING zai!!!

note: zai read it!! XD

sorry if u can't see it clearly, my writing was bad... forgive me!! hahaha

Joyous Presence of God

2011-06-03T15:55:00.000+08:00

Life comes please all the time..

cope it and live with it..

Life is %!@%@#% "anything that you can think of"...

some said life is ice cream, chocolate, rainbow...

but I say Life is cloud...

Imagination of possibilities turn into realities by deeds of action...

I...my life... though at first and presently, s**k me off...

Yet, cheer! This is life babe!! ^^

if there's a will, then chase after it...

even if others doubt you..

I'm so gonna cast aside yours dubiety....

and have my own lives colourful!!

Jess, thrown those preoccupations, it kept you ill til worse ever...

God, lend me Your mighty hands,

In You, I searched for rest... In You Alone!!

I'm just too dilute in mental, physical and spiritual by my own...

It's in You, my strength was restored...

Flaws of mine reveal the greatness of God!

Our God is greater, our God is stronger

God You are higher than any other

Our God is Healer, awesome and power

Our God, Our God...

And if Our God is for us, then who could ever stop us

And if our God is with us, then what can stand against?

And if Our God is for us, then who could ever stop us

blessings

2011-05-21T18:12:00.001+08:00

^^♥

I was given a chance to vary my future through study...

so at any cost I'll pay and never will fail to meet a new life with bright vision...

Again, out of expectation.. really not in my mind of disk...

I was voted as the Head of Form6... wo~wow~~wher e did I get those voting??

I'm a newbie... though few know my sis (Jenn),

but I don't see any reasons why they should vote me...

They got their now former students who are taking form6 too...

I'm really grateful that despite all my accounts..they still voted me...

well.. I'm a noetic lady... surf into each person eyes and felt their heart...

some doubt me.. can't blame! they knew nothing about me...

First assignment handed is Upper Six Graduation Night...

first is book venue and food with beverage...

Joshua, Kathy and me... enjoy to its fullness...

We spend quality time, especially with m y sis...

she wanted so badly just to go for a way... ^^ that's my sis!

tiny little thing matters to her... she just love it!!

though I knew how tired she was, in spite of complaining,

she was our biological GSP.... Thx God for this special sis in my family!

I love her, though sometimes, she burnt me into flame...

anyway, she's my sis and forever will be my sis!!

Kathy, I just want you to know that we really do love you...

Our family is this, use to it and live with it happily... ^^

my shoulder is always open n ready for you...HWAITING KAT!

到了明天 - Super Junior M

2011-05-14T11:10:00.000+08:00

到了明天　说好不再见面　坐在街尾的店　我一个人　点了一杯想念
到了明天　只能让爱擦肩　两个人的笑脸　天亮前　变成泛黄的照片

身边寂寞在蔓延
视线被泪水模糊焦点
把我爱你　留在了心底　放在了唇边

到了明天　你就离开我身边
到了明天　独自向流星许愿　像一场电影的完结篇
我们的结局应验泪水的预言
碎了一地的诺言　拼凑不回的昨天　可我仍期待奇迹会出现 no no
而你身影越来越远

爱　还留在我房间　回忆还很新鲜　一瞬间　感觉你就在眼前

身边寂寞在蔓延
这视线被泪水模糊焦点
一句我爱你　深深留在了心底　放在了唇边

到了明天　你就离开我身边
到了明天　独自向流星许愿　像一场电影的完结篇
我们的结局应验泪水的预言
碎了一地的诺言　拼凑不回的昨天　可我一直期待奇迹会出现 oh no
而你离去身影　却越来越远

没有你爱开始冬眠　孤单会占据每一天　我站在路灯下面　冷清的街边
那个曾相拥的地点
是我们一起躲过雨的屋檐 oh

到了明天　你就离开我身边
到了明天　独自向流星许愿　像一场电影的完结篇
我们的结局应验泪水的预言
碎了一地的诺言　拼凑不回的昨天　可我仍期待奇迹会再出现 oh no

我依然还　怀念相爱的从前
我依然还　等你回到我身边　你留在我冰冷的枕边
按下暂停的时间　直到你再次出现　无法承受没有你的每一天 oh no
我爱你不会改变
我爱著你　到永远

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TCHIjWQQpc0

I missed my 13 oppa(s)..

hope all of u doing well as well as having a sweet life...

sad that it'll be inevitably hard for 13 of u to get together on stage..

yet, I'll keep on praying til it happens..

You all were always listed in my prayer...

Thrill for ur life.. I really excite to see u have ur own family...>>marrige!

oppa...pali! pali! get marry!! ^^

Oppa Sarang Hea Yo!! I know u can do better than this...

Oppa 내가 너무 그리워!!

당신을 사랑합니다 ^^♥ HWAITING!

brainwash

2011-05-04T18:50:00.000+08:00

(Love is the blood of the soul. God wants all beings to have healthy and strong souls, so God created a simple law to nourish the soul: the more you give love, the more you receive love. Remember all the beings you love - people, animals - that you haven't thought of lately. Do not wait anymore, reconnect with them today and express your love. )

~ Got it from What God's you to know... It caught my heart and thoughts each time...

Hehehe…How possibly I give it out when I can’t generate it….??!! ’with a rotten smile’ I lost my 1^st love…wasn’t the couple love…accurately refers as philostorgy, love and care towards everything and each person surrounding me…

I wanted simply to let go of everything I hold on, which considerably not essential to be grab tightly… I treasure those emotions, point of views and attitudes that kept me looks good, but inner it was a mess and war… Mindset was on ‘I gonna be strong and stronger by my own… weak will never ever appearing in my dictionary… I won’t surrender nor give up..’

I mutated the kindness I had with hard-heart... There’s once a period in my life, that I hated those whom said I was kindhearted.. You might shock with surprise… I hate it.. for me, to be kind, is identically having being weak and corresponding myself to all forms of hurt… One way out is to be numb and immune…then, tears won’t drop out of my eyes and no matter what people comments about my being, I’ll have no objection on their words…instead, live on my life…

I need no count on anyone… I’m not weak.. I can live and have a better life all by myself… That’s all I had… Cheating myself and persuading myself into a being I wasn’t…ridiculous than hypocrites… The saddest tragedy, my end result comes out, and I became partial heartless individual…

I have the ‘love’ in my heart, I can’t express it well… since I thoroughly tried to erase it from my gene… I can’t cry when I feels like or do I cried flighty.. And it makes me act like an insane… going no way but in midst of cry and laugh… Oh My…That’s really me!! PATHETIC ME!! *ahahaa*

Now, I find no alternative to release my stress… it was a huge mess…worse of worse, sleep is not longer available as my cure for both my stress and anxious… ^^ cheer for ur day, young lady!

Bless me O Lord! I knew just how wicked I am in Your eyes, but please, save me before I lapse into bad character out of my possibilities... In You all things are possible.. Gracious Lord, rekindle my 1st love for You and many....in times of great waves, all I need is You and I need no to be a superwoman, be still and be an ordinary lady who cries upon sadness...

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

What God wants you to know!

2011-05-03T19:13:00.000+08:00

How profound u penetrate the genuine and fundamental eisegesis of this word 'FAITH'...

If you never questioned your beliefs, - you are just a puppet dancing to somebody's strings. If God had wanted your mindless obedience, you would've been created without mind and without free will. But you have both so you can come to God of your own accord. Just look at the lives of saints, - most of them had gone through a dark night of the soul, and that's why their faith was so strong. The path to true faith always goes through doubt. So ask those questions you've always been afraid to ask, and find the answers, and then your faith will become unshakable.

*True faith flowers from and through doubt.*

Pelangi Kasih ~ Maria Shandi

2011-05-01T19:07:00.000+08:00

Percaya saat kau ragu krn tangan Tuhan sedang merenda...

Percayalah karyaNya yg sering di luar dugaan kita...

Apa yang kau alami kini

Mungkin tak dapat engkau mengerti

Cobaan yang engkau alami

Tak melebihi kekuatanmu

Tuhanmu tak akan memberi

Ular beracun pada yang minta roti

Satu hal tanamkan di hati

Indah semua yang Tuhan bri

Tangan Tuhan sedang merenda

Suatu karya yang agung mulia

Saatnya ‘kan tiba nanti

Kau lihat pelangi kasihNya

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wrgjYh57Y3M&feature=related

*****

2011-04-30T22:29:00.000+08:00

kata org wanita mahupun gadis....

yg dlm kategori 'perempuan' tu amat susah d'urus...

tp...adakah kenyataannya seiras dengan fakta yg d'kemukakan...??

perempuan...o...perempuan...

mereka terlalu d'perkayai oleh emosi...sehingga berkali2 kehilangan akal...

perasaan tu lbh bermakna bt diri perempuan...

tulah kata org...ainah...org lg d'tuduhi... XD x pa sekali-sekala namanya...

wlupn putus...ttp...tetap....***** 'mcm mau d'luahkan...'

satu yg ku x tahan apabila berjumpa org yg hampir rupanya sama...

yg lucu n menyedihkan.. ku tertemu 2 jejaka mirip rupanya...

apalagi... klu bkn panik n masalah jga nie...'excited'...

huhu 'kununlah dia, aik perasan nie anak' XD

hidup..o hidup... indah n agung... ku x bisa bersajak...

Npalah...atiku tergoyah krn dia... bilalah jga mau ia sembuh...

kata org lg...bkn sapa2..ttp dia... "Klu ada jodoh tetap akan bertemu lagi"

ttp...masalahnya....adakah pada masa tu kmu x berpunya?? AHAHAAAAAA....

ku doa jgn jak spi parah... nak kata ***** bkn jga,

nak kata tekan ingin kuarkan perasaan...salah jga... ohhh.... sapa yg br jawapan...

Bapa Kami di Syurga, Engkau lah maha kuasa maha tahu...

x da niat yg x d'ketahui oleh Mu... Tuhan, sucikanlah niat atiku...

agar ku bisa d'gn oleh Mu n mengambil bahagian dlm setiap rencanaMu...

Tuhan, segala kesukaran n duka yg kini menghantui ku..

di dalam nama Yesus Kristus, ku doa agar d'bebaskan...

Ya Tuhan maha kasih, ajar ku tuk mengasihi seperti mana Engkua tlh mengasihi ku dahulu...

Ya Tuhan, kuatkan atiku yg kini semakin lemah...n hinggakan ingin berputus asa n menyerah...brkan ku semangat yg br n selalu mengalir deras seakan sungai, ke dlm kehidupan ku...tatkala ku jatuh, hulurkan tangan Mu n mendampingi ku...

Bapa... Ku betul rindu akan kehadiran Mu... Bapa...ku mau selalu ada di sisi Mu...

x kira dlm apa jua yg mendatang, ku tahu dlm Mu ku berdiri tegah...

x terkecauli drpd soal cinta, soal hubungan dgn keluarga atau org lain, soal kehidupan...

dlm Mu ku percaya....Tuhan pasti sangguh!!

Bapa berkati dia wlu di mana jua dia berada n berkenan...

Terangi jalannya agar dia terus taat setia terhadap firman n ajaran Mu...

AMEN ^^♥ ku percaya janjiMu Bapa.....

~Tuhan Pasti Sanggup~

>Kuatkanlah hatimu

Lewati setiap persoalan

Tuhan Yesus selalu menopangmu

Jangan berhenti harap padaNya

>Tuhan Pasti Sanggup

TanganNya takkan terlambat 'tuk mengangkatmu

Tuhan Masih Sanggup

Percayalah, Dia tak tinggalkanmu

>Kuatkanlah hatimu

Lewati setiap persoalan

Tuhan Yesus selalu menopangmu

Jangan berhenti harap padaNya

>Tuhan Pasti Sanggup

TanganNya takkan terlambat tuk' mengangkatmu

Tuhan Pasti Sanggup

TanganNya takkan terlambat tuk mengangkatmu

Tuhan Masih Sanggup

Percayalah, Dia Masih Sanggup

Tuhan Pasti Sanggup

TanganNya takkan terlambat tuk mengangkatmu

Tuhan Masih Sanggup

Percayalah, Dia tak tinggalkanmu

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Kq3BFRDl5I

u

2011-04-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

Realising the date of after 12midnight....

I cared, but do I really left with option...

WELL... it's severe...

when I said there's nothing bonding us...

haiz.... >,< I can't express it...

What's it that eating me up about you...

less than a hour n it'll be ur birthday...

still remember how we spent ur last birthday,

though all I can send was just a simply message without sophisticated thought,

but a generous wish n greeting.. I missed it.. I do really!!!

Thus, for now, all I manage is to continually pray for you...

The coldness of midnight hurled me down into the depth of abyss...

counting time together, I missed it...

I was imaginably of the grin on ur face...as u read it...

I saw the flows of happiness...again, I missed it...

the whisper of ur voice keeps anchoring...

a year passed unnoticeable...

Have ur wound thoroughly recovered...

truly from me,

HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY ***** !!!

Happiness never comes easy, but when it does, grab it, don't look back... ^^♥

Have a much better LIFE without me... Ur efforts was in my sight...

but go instead n set urself free... Have ur life.. U're indeed a freed man!!

BUSY

2011-04-23T19:07:00.000+08:00

Are the initials of your BUSY were defined as below???

*alert toward lies!*

B－being（被）U－under（置於）S－Satan’s（撒旦的）Y－yoke（束搏）

God, help me n teach that my BUSY wouldn't be as it defined at above…

God, teach me in midst of all my busyness I put You first among all….

You are my primary and priority!!

Redirect me every time I’m losing focus from You…

Knowing and acknowledging the flawless and weakness I had as a mere human…

You love me thoroughly, but I’m kept on hurting You.

I’m selfish, I knew it…but I can’t loose you and not having you in my life…

You hurt and it was like a sharp edged sword that shatters Your heart into pieces…

How painful it was!!! I knew…

Dear Lord, my Gracious Father high on heavenly throne! I cried loud to You!!

I need You more than any else... neither LOVE, that once drove me insane n restless...

Unexpected

2011-02-01T22:38:00.000+08:00

Life....too many words to comprehend it...

but when it comes to God,

not a single word is found of capable describing His very natural....

He is out of our mind, thought and everything...

He is extra...extra....extraordinary....

Above all, He's the creator...

can a creator beneath His creation...???

can a creation surpass his creator...???

How possible it happens?

Out of everything He made all things...WONDERFUL enough!

even that, it can cost the great shout and praise from heaven above and earth below...

God works things on His own...

Don't try to understand or to think in the matter He does...

bcos we can't...we're merely....solely...a created human from His breath...

After a severe conflict, God showed that He rule over all...

the feelings, thoughts, pains, situations etc we had in circumstances....

He curb all! Just pray...it seems nothing at first,

but in profound, there's much more than just a praying...

God hears prayer....

Pray and He shall lend u a hand and shoulder...

Invitation>>Eng Ser. Worship Team

2011-01-19T07:07:00.000+08:00

Unbelievable...

Nora suddenly came near me, then sit beside me...

then she start to speak...

when she reaches, "Do you wanna join Eng Service Worship Team??"

I looking at her...was excited and glad, but at the same, my doubt came back...

will it be possible for me to join it??

my works was a lot...load...how am I gonna join them??

By the way, I think I'll have tuition class at night time which indicate I can't go for the practice...

But deep down, I know there a solution for all doubts and question marks, that's Christ...

Through He nothing is impossible...Amen!!

God, please open a way for me, if it's Your favour for me join them...

In You I trust...

God Bless You My Friends!!

God is good all the time.....

All the time God is good.....

Praise the Lord most high!!

old schedule

2011-01-15T19:05:00.000+08:00

I'm back to work...

well...It was like dreaming once again,

I reported myself at Tuition Center...

and it was the same center last time I've quited...haha!

my colleagues was so amazed at me and smiled brightly at me,

shaking my hand with her lip moving, 'What bring you back??'

erm.. honestly and favorably lied nothing to u,

actually there was tremendous negative feedback and comments regarding the center...

and as for me, my own opinion,

I was more positive to accept it as a matter of politic and social disconnection between all parties that involved...

In my stand, I would comment nothing,

as long as I didn't hit by any waves...and I'm not the topic of their issues...

to admit I was a temper person....likely to inform you...hehe ^^

please don't test my patient!

And work was meant to orientate in that avenue...

since we are workers, wasn't it? our best to accomplish it without mess...

Just do what you should..

If you get paid back that shouldn't be,

have your stand and fight over it...

ermm...properly, you're advise to stay cool and be rational as possible...

No one ever blame you for it!

Though I had to admit that there's plenty worksheet to do,

but that's the work...

Don't think too much, it vary nothing,

instead adding stress and tension...

So I'll pray and pray or even when I start to do my worksheet,

keeping myself in great mood is another inevitable deed as it assure I won't halt it half way go...

While doing the jobs,

have yourself sometime to relax or listen to music...it helps a lot!

God, I know and knowledge that it won't be easy and certain,

but I lean it all to you,

believing and trusting that God will guides me always...

God throughout the whole life I wanna to praise you and glorify you more than ever...

Almighty God

2011-01-15T19:01:00.000+08:00

Semesta alam dan yang bernafas

menyembahMu

Surga bumi sembah

“Kudus, Kudus Kau Tuhan”

Mengalir kuasa dari tempat tinggi

dari TahtaMu yang kudus

Engkau besar, Agung namaMu besar

Raja yang sungguh besar,

serukan “Haleluya”

All of creation and all that have breath
Come to praise You
Heaven and earth cried out
Holy holy unto You
Your power flows down from the highest place
From the holiness of Your throne

Almighty God
Thy name is so great o Lord
King of heaven and earth
Sing and shout Halleluya

Haleluya... haleluya...
Haleluya...

一個人生活, me???

2011-01-05T15:40:00.000+08:00

葉子在窗外輕輕搖動

人行道沒有行人走過

鏡子裡的我很不像我

自從你離開了我變得很軟弱

你的影子在每一個角落

好像是在提醒著我

少了你的陪伴我現在有多寂寞

我想我可以習慣一個人生活

我想我可以假裝不曾愛過

冰涼的夜裡讓眼淚溫熱我

我想我可以習慣一個人生活

在記憶裡面擦去你的承諾

愛情怎麼會是這個結果

我想我可以習慣一個人生活

我想我可以假裝不曾愛過

感覺如果要走誰能說 NO

我想我可以習慣一個人生活

在記憶裡面擦去你的承諾

愛情是個夢而我睡過頭

Kuatkanlah atimu

2011-01-05T15:19:00.000+08:00

AnakKu yg t’kasih, Aku hpr x percaya ketika m’bc suratmu. Bknkah br bbrp minggu yg lps engkau b’janji x ak’ m’yerah? Aku tau, mungkin minggu2 ni t’rasa sgt sulit bgmu, tp, anakKu, kuatk’ atimu. Tetaplah b’lari dlm track yg sdh kusediak’ krn Aku tau yg t’baik bgmu. Bila kau m’rasa lelah, b’hentilah sejenak, ambil roti n air idup yg PuteraKu tlh tawark’ n mknlah. Aku yakin stlh kau m’dptk’ keduanya, kau ak’ m’rasa segar kembali. Stlh tu, tarik nafas dlm2 n mulai langkahk’ kakimu tuk b’gerak maju. Fokusk’ pandanganmu pd pa yg da d dpnmu, pd tujuan yg kau miliki, yaitu m’yelasaik’ p’lumbaan n m’jd juara. Buanglah kemarahan n sakit ati yg m’hantui pkiranmu. Amarah n sakit ati tu x gn bgmu, hanya m’guras tenaga n m’hambatmu m’cpi tujuan. T’kdg, Aku m’gijink’ hal2 yg buruk t’jd krn Aku ingin m’latihmu. Aku ingin kaki2mu m’jd lbh kuat drpd sblmnya. Dgn bgtu kau dpt b’lari dgn cepat. B’hentilah m’gasihani dirimu sendiri, b’drlah tegap n pyilah mental sorg pemenang. Sorg pemenang, bkn d’lihat dr brp kali ia sukses meraih gelar juara. D mataKu, sorg pemenang alh sorg yg x pernah m’yerah t’hdp kegagalan, yg mo bangkit stiap kali ia jatuh. Krn tu, jgn pernah m’yerah ketika kau jatuh t’sandung kerikil2 d spjg jlnmu. Jgn m’gacuhk’ omongan org2 yg m’nonton d bangku stadion. Jgn m’rasa sombong krn pujian/ krn kau d’unggulk’. Pujian n p’gagungan yg kuar dr mulut mrk t’kdg hanya s’kdr basa-basi d dpn para juara. X jarang, kata2 manis tu ak’ sgr b’ubah m’jd kritik’ pedas n kecaman ketika para juara tu gagal. Krn tu, kau jg x perlu risau ketika m’dgr p’nyataan2 skeptis yg m’yatak’ kau psti kalah. Kau bkn b’tanding atas kemauan mrk. Kau jg x idup b’dsrk’ omomngan mrk. Pelari yg b’p’galaman tau ak’ hal tu. Krn tu, x usah pusing dgn p’kataan2 mrk. Fokusk’ pkiranmu pd tujuan yg sml, bkn tuk m’dptk’ pujian? P’hargaan dr org lain, tp tuk m’yelesaik’ p’tandingan. Aku, Pelatihmu, x pernah m’raguk’ kemampuan yg kau miliki. Aku tau sbrp bsr potensi yg da pdmu n Aku tau kau psti bias m’cpi garis finish dgn gemilang. Selamat Berjuang anakKu, Aku m’nunggumu di garis finish. Sbb tu, Hai anakKu, jadilah kuat oleh kasih karunia dalam Kristus Yesus. “2 Tim2:1”

Papa

2011-01-04T12:48:00.000+08:00

Tuk semua ayah d dunia n special ‘THANKS’ bt Papa. Biasanya, bg sorg anak pompuan yg sdh dewasa, yg b’krj/ yg m’ikuti suaminya m’rantua d luar kota/ luar Negara, yg b’sklh/ kuliah jauh dr k2 org tuanya..ak’ srg m’rasa kanga skl dgn Mamanya. Ll bgimn dgn Papa?? Mungkin krn Mama lbh srg m’nelepon tuk tanya kabarmu stiap ari tp taukah kmu, jika t’tanya Papa lah yg m’ingatk’ Mama tuk m’nelepon kmu?? Mungkin dhl swkt kmu kecil, Mama lah yg srg m’ajak kmu b’ceta/ b’dogeng. Tp taukah kmu, bhw spulang Papa b’krj n dgn wajah lelah Papa sll m’nanya pd Mama ttg kabar kmu n pa yg kmu lakuk’ s’arian? Pd saat kmu msh sorg anak pompuan kecil.. Papa biasanya m’ajari putri kecilnya naik speda. N stlh Papa m’anggap kmu bisa, Papa ak’ mlpsk’ roda bantu d speda kmu.. Kemudian Mama bilang: “Jgn dl Papa, jgn d’lpsk’ dl roda bantunya”, Mama takut putri manisnya t’jatuh ll luka.. Tp sadarkah kmu? Bhw Papa dgn yakin ak’ m’biark’ kmu, m’natap kmu, n m’jaga kmu m’gayuh speda dgn seksama krn dia tau putri kecilnya PSTI BISA! Pd saat kmu m’nangis m’rengek boneka/ mainan br, Mama m’natap kmu.. Tp Papa ak’ m’gatak’ dgn tegas: “Blh kita beli nnt, tp x skrg..” Taukah kmu, Papa m’lakuk’ tu krn Papa x ingin kmu mjd anak yg manja dgn semua tuntutan yg sll dpt d’penuhi.. Saat kmu sakit pula, Papa yg t’ll khawatir spi kdg sedikit m’bentak dgn b’kata: “Sdh d’bilang! Jgn minum air dingin!” B’beda dgn Mama yg m’p’atik’ n m’nasihati kmu dgn lembut. Ketaui, saat tu Papa bnr2 m’khawatir keadaan kmu. Ketika kmu sdh b’anjak remaja…kmu mli tuntut Papa tuk izink’ kmu kuar mlm, n Papa b’sikap tegas n m’gatak’: “X BLH!” Taukah kmu, bhw Papa m’lakuk’ tu tuk m’jaga kmu?? Krn bg Papa kmu alh sst yg sgt2 luar biasa b’harga… Stlh tu kmu marah pd Papa n masuk ke kamar smbl m’banting pintu..N yg dtg m’getok pintu n m’bujuk mku agar x marah alh Mama.. Taukah kmu, bhw saat tu Papa m’mejamk’ matanya n m’nahan gejolak dlm batinya, bhw Papa sgt ingin m’ikuti k’inginan kmu, tp lg2 dia hrs m’jaga kmu…?? Ketika saat sorg cowok mli srg m’nelepon kmu/ bahk’ dtg ke rmh tuk m’nemui kmu, Papa ak’ m’masang wajah plg COOL sedunia... :’) Papa sskl m’guping/ m’gintip saat kmu sdg ngobrol b’2 d ruang tamu.. Sadarkah kmu, klu ati Papa rasa cemburu? Saat mli lbh d’percaya, n Papa m’loggark’ sedikit p’aturan tuk kuar rmh tuk kmu, kmu m’maksa m’langgar jam mlmnya.. Maka yg d’lakuk’ Papa alh duduk d ruang tamu n m’nunggu kmu pulang dgn ati yg sgt khawatir.. N stlh p’rasaan khawatir tu b’larut2.. Ketika m’lihat putrinya pulang larut mlm ati Papa ak’ m‘geras n m’marahi kmu. Sadarkah kmu, bhw ni krn hal yg plg d’takuti Papa ak’ dtg sgr? Bhw putrid kecilnya ak’ sgr p m’ninggalk’ Papa. Stlh lulus SMA, Papa ak’ sedikit m’maksa kmu m’jd sorg Dokter/ Insinyur. Ketauilah, bhw sluruh paksaan yg d’lakuk’ o Papa tu smata2 hanya krn m’mikirk’ masa dpn kmu nnt.. Tp toh Papa tetap t’senyum n m’dukung kmu saat pilihan kmu x suai dgn keiniginan Papa =) Ketika kmu mjd gadis dewasa.. N kmu hrs p kuliah d kota lain.. Papa hrs m’lpsk’ kmu d bandara. Taukah kmu bhw badan Papa t’rasa kaku tuk m’meluk kmu?? Papa hanya bisa t’senyum n m’br nasihat ni-tu, n m’yuruh kmu tuk b’ati2.. Padahal!! Papa ingin skl m’nangis spt Mama n m’meluk kmu erat2.. Yg Papa lakuk’ hanya m’hapus sedikit air mata d sudut matanya, n m’nepuk pundak kmu b’kata: “Jaga diri baik2 ya syg!” Papa lakuk’ tu semua alh agar kmu KUAT.. Kuat tuk p n mjd dewasa. Dsaat kmu m’butuh uang tuk biayai bayaran semester n kehidup kmu, org p’tama yg m’gerutk’ kening alh Papa. Papa psti b’usaha keras m’cr jln agar anaknya bisa m’rasa sm dgn teman2nya yg lain. Ketika p’mintaan kmu bkn lg skdr m’minta boneka br, Papa tau dia x bias m’brk’ yg kmu ingink’.. Kata2 yg kuar dr mulut Papa alh: “X..X Bisa!!” Padahal dlm batin Papa, dia sgt ingin m’gatak’ “Iya syg, nnt Papa belik’ tuk kmu!” Taukah kmu bhw pd saat tu Papa m’rasa gagal m’bt anaknya t’senyum?? Saatnya kmu diwisuda sbgi sorg sarjana. Papa alh org p’tama yg b’dr n m’br tepuk tangan bg kmu. Papa ak’ t’senyum dgn bangga n puas m’lihat putri kecilnya yg x manja b’hasil tumbuh dewasa n tlh mjd ssorg.. Spi saat srg teman laki kmu dtg k rmh n m’minta izin pd Papa tuk m’ambil kmu drnya. Papa ak’ sgt b’hati2 m’brk’ izin..krn Papa tau..bhw laki tu yg ak’ m’gantik’ posisinya kmu nnt.. N akhirnya..saat Papa m’lihat kmu duduk d Panggung Pelaminan b’sm ssorg laki yg d’anggapnya pantas m’gantik’nya, Papa pn t’senyum bahagia.. Apakah kmu m’getaui, d ari yg bahagia tu Papa p k belakang paaggung sbtr n menangis? Papa m’nangis krn Papa sgt bahagia!!! Kemudian, Papa b’doa..dlm lirih doanya kpd Tuhan, Papa b’kata: “Ya Tuhan, tugasku tlh selesai dgn baik..Putriku yg lucu n kucintai tlh mjd wanita yg cntik..Bahagiak’lah dia b’sm suaminya..” Stlh tu Papa hanya bisa m’nunggu kdtgn kmu b’sm cucu2nya yg sskl dtg tuk m’jenguk.. Dgn rambut yg tlh n smkn m’mutih..n badan serta lengan yg x lg kuat tuk m’jaga kmu dr bahaya.. Papa tlh m’yelesaik’ tugasnya. Papa, Ayah, Bapak/ Abah kita..alh sosok yg hrs sll t’lihat kuat.. Bahk’ ketika dia x kuat tuk x m’nangis.. Dia hrs t’lihat tegas bahk’ saat dia ingin m’manjak’ kmu.. N dia alh org p’tama yg sll yakin bhw “KMU BISA” dlm sgl hal =) T’senyum n b’syukurlah ketika kmu bisa m’rasak’ kasih syg sorg Ayah hingga tugasnya selesai.. Jika kmu m’alaminya, Kmu alh salah sorg yg b’untung…

Jika Papa kita d dunia mampu tuk cinta kita dgn kasih sebesar nie.. Apalagi dgn Bapa Kita d syurga...Cinta dan karunianya terlebih jauh besar drpd pa yg dpt kita terima n phami.. Tuhan memberkati kamu dan sekeluargamu..

Thanks Dad, I love you so much..so much..so much... I've learned a lot from you... The greatest lesson I got out of you is the LOVE you shared among us n of course, your love for Mummy... I prayed I could be able to meet someone with characters like yours...

thx

2010-12-31T23:38:00.000+08:00

"If you hoard love, it melts away.
If you lock love, it breaks free.
If you grab on to love, you end up holding an illusion.
When you let love flower in its own way, it stays to support you.
When you pass on love, it multiplies beyond measure."

hehe ^^ I really should let go of the past, and let everything orientate in its own way... Holding on is hurting, let go doesn't mean care none, it brings much that u're dare to give a space for new exploration... In the end, there's no one can ever says or judge anything... Letting go doesn't indicates that I'm not longer in love with you already, I hope u can have a better off life, but it appear vice verse, it might draw us back... Don't dream too much on it...

2010 is a year that things happen out of my control or should I say I failed to shift it... But, in another point, it adds unique taste into my life... I really can't count blessings I've received this year n miracles that happens....
GOD, I REALLY WON'T FORGET THINGS THAT HAPPEN THIS YEAR!!!
IT'S SO AMAZING!! U'VE TAUGHT ME TO LOVE N GIVE...
I WANNA BE A CONTINUAL BLESSING TO THE OTHER....
USE ME O LORD!!! I WANNA SERVE YOU NO MATTER HOW....
I love U ^^ ♥

like it or not!

2010-12-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

you pushed things together vigorously for what?
Everything is meaningless....
It brings nothing good out of it...
I'm so down in emotion...
Trying to get myself back by releasing those bad felt I had inside...
I knew I worth nothing... I felt bad for it...
I wish I could do much better than others...
But still, It never varies any fact that I am still who I am throughout the years...
I tried to do my best though I admit that most of the time,

I failed because of sloth...
It was kindly impossible to take a change in a flash...
I am human who flaw... I'm not perfect n never will be perfect...
Please accept the inevitable fact that forever "I'm who I'm", like it or not???
COME ON GUYS! *trapped feelings, emotions n thoughts*
We are one... Stop judging another...
FEELING blaming on THOUGHT, THOUGHT making funny of EMOTION,
EMOTION inimical towards FEELING....
Give me some peace! Live out here isn't already,
n now u guys not giving any supports neither encouragements, except draw things worse...
U all meant a lot for me... Have harmony! I wanna feel better after all that occurs...
U knew what it means! ORDEAL that kills me! I'm so in the abyss... Where's the light?
PISS OFF!!! calm down! I really feel like crying out loud!
The struggle inside me is too strong that I felt I've overcame by it...
Swimming in struggle, how bad it seems.... I...I...I...need to be strong n steadfast...
This is just a dessert, the right served meal is on yet...
I'll be waiting for you... I'll win over you, I dare you!

Christmas

2010-12-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

Approaching the big day for every Christian...
which is namely Christmas...
But what actually it appears to you?
You've felt anything or taste it?
How do you personally take it as?
I really do enjoy and love this season of Christmas...
Too many times,
we lost in the message of Christmas...
Did you know the so called hidden message behind Christmas???
In our era, people prompt Christmas as a business and social market where humans are connected for own benefit..back then, selfish creation are we?!
Or some who swim in the busyness of activities that non-related to Christ's good news....only focusing on the day as a celebration or party for fun..
Christmas reminds me of the birth of Christ and thus, leads my thought into the ministry, sufferance, crucifixion and lastly the resurrection of Christ...
The whole journey is never easy to endure...
You 're the King above heaven and on earth, and yet you had to take it all...
swallow the pain of our sin on cross... then died at the hands of His own creations...
The feeling can never be told or said as no one felt it,
except He whom is worthy of all our praise and worship...
He really did died for you and I, therefore, why did you ever doubt on Him...
Is it you had felt cold with Him and as He is no one for you...
Repent, lets us repent, did you know that He loves us more than anything,
and that's the reason He make us the most extraordinary among all creations...
We've received wisdom and knowledge from Him and simply one answer,
we own our freedom and right to live the way we want..
But always God's way is most excellent...
For He know everything and everything is in Him...
Across this apparently crucial world,
let nothing withdraw you, bear in mind Christ is on our side...

distant ♥

2010-12-12T13:38:00.000+08:00

As I residing around fb, I met with this very touching article written by my friend...
I amazed on how he describe it and typed it in Chinese...
well... It's actual supposes to be written in Chinese...
but I came with amazed and stood as there's no way for me to type Chinese words...
If you wish to see it, it would be my most dying assignment ever.... *cried*
Play no Chinese typing or writing games with me, I admit that I'm a noob in this case....
Allow me to share with you...His prestigious emotional writing...

“ 距离是一份考卷，测量相爱的誓言。
他们为爱还在学习沟通的语言，学着谅解学着不流泪，
等到他们学会飞，飞越黑夜和考验，
日子就要从孤单里毕业，他们用多一点点的辛苦，
来交换多一点点的幸福。
”祝福所有能够常见面的，或不能常见面的情侣们，永远幸福快乐！
有情人终成眷属！”

With God

2010-12-10T21:11:00.000+08:00

Lies down at the wings of God,
let no worries haunt you...
The Lord is our shepherd and I shall not be in want...
We knew this verse very well,
but how well did you trust in God's promises?
Today are you still struggle to let God be the driver of life?
Do you still have the doubts that God will provide your needs?
How did you feel when all your hopes seem to fade away?
Lost? Tired? Angry? Frustrated?
I prayed that you will have none of the mention feelings or even worst...
Too much of times we permitting all the feelings to conquer us before we see the reality...
In the time of hardness,
do you know that you can actually stay peace and worry nothing if you are willing to trust in God...
Guess it's tough, after all, it's all about faith and how much you believe in God's provision...
When it comes to faith,
I guess not more than 10% of human being can utterly trust in God...
Why was it hard? because we, human are trying to constrict God's power with humans' intelligence...
In fact, it was nothing and meaningless...
It's hard because whenever something looks bad occurs,
we anxious first...and our mind bring us into the lie of Satan... Saying everything will be bad and there will be no future...
In case you don't know that Satan is the greatest liar in universe ever...
So Christians' life is about faith! How profound did you put hope and trust in God?
The more faith you have in God, the more great you shall encounter and own it in God's grace and mercy...Amen!

Kasih tanpa sebab

2010-12-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

Cinta terlalu dalam maksud buatku dan mungkin tuk waktu ni takkan dapat ku mendalam dan mengerti makna sebenarnya... hanya waktu akan tunjukkan ku erti setulusnya. Kukan sabar menantinya. Mungkin adalah lebih sesuai tuk ku namakannya sebagai kasih... Kasih yang amat indah hingga membutakan mataku... Ku tak mengerti mengapa, bagiku ia takkan memerlukan apa alasan pun, sebagaimana Tuhan mengasihi manusia tanpa sebab... Kasih setulus yang mengalir ikhlas dari hati telah menyedarkanku... Betapa besar dan sesungguhnya kasih cinta Tuhan terhadapku, ku amat bersyukur dan ku tau tak akan pernah ku mampu balaskan jasa cinta Tuhan. Selain menyerahkan seluruh hidupku sebagai penyembahan hidup, mengikuti taat segala ajaran rencana-Nya, menyembah-Nya sepenuh hati jiwa dan meninggalkan semua keinginan diri tuk kemuliaan-Nya... Senang dikatakan, enak didengar, tetapi adakah ku mampu lakukan semua tu... Ku hanya manusia biasa yang mempunyai nafsul duniawi, ku tau ku tak mampu, tetapi benar ikhlas ku doa kepada Bapa yang duduk di taktah Syurga agar berikan ku kekuatan tuk nmencintai-mu sepenuh hati dan jiwa... Bapa, ku tau Engkau Maha Kuasa, melalui-Mu ku pasti akan lakukan semua tu... Ku doa pada-Mu... Ya Bapa dengarlah doa umat-Mu yang sangat meninginkan Mu tuk memenuhi hidupku yang serba kurang... Janganlah biarkan ku pernah menjauhkan diri dari-Mu... Ku tau risiko tuk jauhkan diri dari-Mu, langit gelap berawan, ku takkan mampu temukan terang... Ku benar merindukan kehadiran-Mu di samping ku... Ku mau selalu dalam rumah-Mu kerana di sana ku temukan kasih yang terbesar di dunia ni. Ku tak takut lagi tatkala Engkau melingkupiku dan Engkau membuatku kuat melewati semua... semua yang menghancurkan hatiku... ku tau itu adalah tuk kebaikanku... Engkau ingin melatihku supaya pada waktu mendatang, ku kan lebih tabah melewati semua... Terima kasih Tuhan Bapaku! Ku benar terpaku akan kasih terindah-Mu... Ku tau Engkau tak pernah tinggalkan ku sendiri saat apa pun. Bapa sungguh mengasihiku... Maknanya tertulis dalam alkitab, "You worth more than many sparrows."

luv honey

2010-12-06T21:49:00.000+08:00

My cute lil honey... so sweet is it! 
I love this pix very much... Thx Jason Pang!
I never can take pix as nice as this one...
Sorry Honey, Mum was incapable of it...
but at least, you have your own pretty pix to share onward... ^^

doa ari ni...

2010-12-06T20:09:00.000+08:00

ku tak miliki pa pn... pa yg pnting dlm idup ni... ku tak ingin cr pa2 pn... ku hanya ingin b'serah pd Tuhan... Hanya Tuhan akan br ku jln kuar tuk segala masalah dan kesedihanku... Tuhan selalu menopangku... Ku amat terharu krn kesetiaan-Nya yg tak ternilai... sapa ke ku tuk-Mu sayang sehingga Engkau menawarkan anak-Mu btku... Ku terpaku akan kasih kurnia yg tak terhingga nilainya... Ya Bapa...Abba Maha Mulia Maha Mengerti... Ku tertawa dgn air mata mengalir...krn Engkau bnr mengasihiku dan dia... Engkau bukakan jln tuk kami dan terus kuatkan iman kami... Ya Allah... Kami hanya manusia yg lemah dan tak memiliki pa pn... tp Engkau bt kami berharga dan brkan kami sebuah kasih... Kami amat berterima kasih atas pemberian-Mu.. Bapa, biarlah kami terus menuruti firman-Mu dan melaku sebagaimana Engkau ajar kami... Bapa, ku berdoa akan keselamatan dan dopangan-Mu terus berserta kami... Ke mana pn kami bertuju... Engkau terus bersama kami... berikanlah kami kekuatan tuk melewati semua cobaan dan pergumulan idup... Terima Kasih Bapa Kami di syorga... dalam nama Yesus Kristus ku doa, Amin!

TAK MUSTAHIL BAGI MU

2010-12-06T16:04:00.000+08:00

TAK KUAT LAGI BERJALAN
GELAP LANGIT BERAWAN
WALAUPUN BERAT BERTAHAN
KASIH-MU S’LALU MENOPANG

SUNGGUH HANYA KAU BERKUASA
ATAS BUMI DAN SEMESTA
BAHKAN NAFASKU TERJAGA
‘KU AKAN S’LALU PERCAYA

BAPAKU YANG MENJAGA
DAMAI DAN KEKUATAN
JIWAKU BERSERAH SENANTIASA
IMANKU TAKKAN TERGOYAH
WALAU DUNIA PUTUS ASA
KAULAH SUMBER PENGHARAPAN
MESKI TAK MUNGKIN BAGI MANUSIA
TAK MUSTAHIL BAGI-MU TUHAN

KAULAH ALLAH PERKASA
TIADA YANG MUSTAHIL BAGI KAU TUHAN

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akBKokAIY3E

dreaming

2010-12-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

The days are long, but you keep it short. To fear nothing will separate us, you push hard alone. Let to bear all insults which are non-related to you, my heart hurts, profoundly depth in my heart I knew our heart still as one. Never to let go, even it's tough, laughed and teased down by world, 'what a freak irrational lover you are!' But might the love too strong till it overcome all. You acted like nothing took place and care nothing but me... My smile...is vacant and meaningless... But you make price of it... and valued it highly... dare to scarifies all despise of any return... "No one can ever swims out of love's river.", your verse embed firmly in my mind.

old friends

2010-12-05T20:39:00.000+08:00

How's it feels when you met your old friend...
Refreshing...great!!!!!!!!!!
I met my old friends that came far from KK to join DEYC...
I missed them all at Christ The King...
guess all of you doing well... God bless you all!
Grow in quantity and quality!!!
I know you all can do it through Christ who strengthen us...
Amen ^^
Hope to see you in the future to come...
Missed the old good times we all had together...

Happy hours flies straight and leaves on quickly...
sometime I wish I could just stop a moment of time...
if and only........ *again and again!*

It's all about you, Jesus

2010-12-05T20:00:00.000+08:00

Do you think you know what life is about....
Can you answer with full confident....
If not...
you should listen and get yourself into the lyric...
There's you'll find the answer for your life...

When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart

I bring you more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what you have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about you
It's all about you, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about you
It's all about you, Jesus

King of endless worth
No one could express
How much you deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is yours
Every single breath

LIFE

2010-12-05T19:37:00.000+08:00

Do you believe in miracle.... Tell you the truth... I believe none of it... But one matter I trusted the most I believe the Lord my God... Through this year, there's plenty...or should I say uncountable miracle happened because of Him... I believe and have this complete faith that He is the One for me... You know what... ya! Guess you'll be asking... How would I know if you don't say it...hehe Was about to begin the story in short... I almost die for twice this year... Death that approach without my will... I wasn't feel like dying but it finds me.... Sounds scaring but very really... I'm a person who almost enter another DIMENSION..... It freaks me out! God you are not gonna take me home now right... That's what ran through my thought... Ok...then back to our story... God save me... in a second of time I could had passed away... But with God's permission my life was kept... And I was so thankful because of it... Guess... by the time you read this.. you might think I'm joking... But let me tell you this... seriously it wasn't a joking... even if it was "if you still think it was a joke, which I can't help you out", it was funny at all.... because it cost a life... nothing ever can buy one's live... if you die, then you are dead... It is completely the end of your whole chapter of life... So guys out there... please never ever give up on your life... your life can be much more better, if you are really to take the single step and walk out of your past and be courage to face what life throw to you... Life is freaking wonderful I dare you... Believe it or not... That's what I'm gonna tell you... If you have any problems needs to solve out and you found no one... Kindly seek me though I might be just a listener, I'll still be glad to help you... God bless you!
Love yourself before you want others to love you or you wanna to love others...

One life One love

2010-12-05T19:26:00.000+08:00

Once my sis told me “In this life, we can only love one person with whole-hearted”.

You might encounter with lots of love story, but only ONE will be remember forever.

For those who haven’t into relationship, think twice before start….

Don’t regret at the end! *I never regret! ^^*

If you are to say YES for a relationship, break up shouldn’t appear in your mind,

if u do, don’t start it, you’ll have a bad end which both will hurt.

Let your love end in a marriage.

It might sounds too serious, but do you think it’s possible for you to love every lover you met with 100%.

Answer > Impossible! In the end, you’ll exhaust and left vacant when you’ll start hate everything and thus complaining about your life.

*One love only does*

no apologies 09

2009-06-05T07:42:00.000+08:00

I went to a course known as no apologies. It is course which tells the truth of life + love + sex. In western country, many are being blind by the condom's promotion. Many thought by using condom, then it will 100% safe sex, but sadly, the truth wasn't there, using condom can't guarantee no pregnancy. Youth also tend to loss their virginity because they are curious when condom are given to them. In their mind, they think of "people give, then we use". This is so wrong. In order to keep virginity, everyone should protect her/him self from any possibility. Premarital sex cause a lot of effect and it will never be a sweet dream. Premarital sex kills us and our future, it was a nightmare for those who ever try it. I like a statement that mentioned by Jasmine Pang, We are not followers (of sex), we are leaders (of life). Join it, if you got the chance. You might change your future.

my toe

2009-06-05T07:37:00.000+08:00

On Thursday, I got a service for my toe. My toes are being cleaned and coloured.

Thought

2009-05-29T15:34:00.000+08:00

I thought I just posted the first blog "ended our exam" for this month. But it doesn't like what I expect. However, it is a good news. I am going to read as many book as possible in this two week. Because I am going to be busy with my school work when school reopen. Just hoping that our school holiday can last for a long period, then it will be great.

Ended our exam

2009-05-29T15:27:00.000+08:00

Praise the Lord, finally we had end our 3 week exam battle. Two-week holiday is here. However, there is still some bad news about holiday.
Firstly, we scolded by Chemistry teacher because she is not satisfied with our paper 3 result. So, she punish us by memorized all the form 5 experiment and when the school reopen, she would ask us one by one to teacher’s office to memorize experiment. Hate, but I have to admit that that is the only way and seriously, it is for the sake of our result. I am not good at memorizing thing and cell member often call me "Alzhmeir”, sad to hear it but it is almost the truth, even though I am still young.
Second, I got homework for Principe Account. Really hate to do it because need to do the entire object question and rearrange my file. Badly, some of my work sheet had disappeared.
Thirdly, we have to memorize again for another tough subject, Biology. No wonder, she would ask us to do so, since she is best friend of our chemistry teacher. Both of them always shared teaching tactic and various kind of punishment. Then, other always-got influence by theirs way, so we did suffer as the outcome of their good work.
Lastly, we going to face another exam two week after school reopen.
However, we always need to look forward for the bad and good. Good is I am going to Sandakan for Chinese Youth Camp, GOOD!!! Going to enjoy my life greatly. At there, I am going to forget all about the earth stuff and enjoy my 4 days at there without burden or load.

Money

2009-05-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

"No money No talk" taken from a Chinese song

Money

Is it true that money is the most valuable thing in our life, like the way we need oxygen in order to survive? In my opinion, money is not as significant as how it is being perceived of but maybe there are some who view the importance of it as equal to God. Yet, it all depends on one’s thought. It is a fact that without money, our life will be hard, but do not means suffer. Rationally, it counts on how we continue our life and how we get through with it with or without much money.

Money, why is it so omnipotent until it could control one’s mind? How could it enhance our life? Generally, it is one of the human creations for bargaining that slowly have great power against human morale. Money is use to buy things that are needed and simplified our life since we do not have to carry out barter system like how human does in donkey’s years. Money can fulfill our needs and make our life more comfortable. For rich people, they tend to live a luxurious life using money they had earned. They are rich enough to buy things even though it is not necessary. Money could also enchance a person’s authoritative and turns what are impossible to possible. Although situation varies subjectively, and with reasons stated above, we can conclude why human aroused by money.

None can defy the importance of money in our life. It could satisfy our needs, for instance, food, dwellings, payment, transport and others, or else, we may starve until die. We obtained food by money, or by planting vegetables and rearing animals to fill our stomach. But it cannot meet our satisfaction because other things are still in the need, for example electric, we could hardly generate energy by ourselves ability. Therefore, money does appear as everything since it connects us with other things. But it is not a truth to be believed. In real matter, we still could survive without money but with own capability but it would be challenging nowadays.

In my opinion, money is not everything as been mentioned foregoes, it is only half of everything. Money cannot works by itself; it needs to collaborate with others. This statement reveals that there are things that cannot be bought by money such as family love, happiness and relationship. There are no ways to buy these things but through our heart. If we use money to buy these things, we are actually showing our disrespect towards the person. As for the oxygen, we are not charged to get it and its freely granted to us. All of us have the choice to be skeptical or tolerant with what money is but defining the importance role it played in our life is another topic to be ponder off.

Everything in this world has its two sides, which are the negative and positive. Money improves our lifestyles and makes us more comfortable. But at the same time, it also has the power to destroy human and their life. For those who engrossed to have more money, they will start thinking to gain more money in a short time. This is the starting point of crimes. Money shackles people mind. They only think of the way to earn more money in a short time without hard work. They rob, threaten and corrupt others. They become bad and cruel and have no mercy over others as they are all blinded by money. Thus, it eventually causes the larger impact like country becoming unstable and has no peace with unstable social growth. As human, we cannot let money overwhelms our mind as the consequences are rather daunting. Instead, we should also use money to live a happy life without too much of worries.

Youth Community Service 2009

2009-05-02T08:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, our church youth had a great time cleaning up Tawau which mean we pick rubbish all the highway and around our church. Our youth zone is the one who start the fore force because this year September, our church will held a huge community service that encompass all our church members. It sounds great, right??? I'm looking forward to it. Hope it will be a success. Actually while working for community service, I was accidently and more a bit will die. Because while I tie the rubbish plastik to put on the car, driver didn't see me. Then, he move his car, I was push by the car, but luckily, I didn't hurt. Praise The God, or else, how it possible for me to write this??? HAHAHA....Then, at night, while enjoying watching my TV shows, snaply a call came. I was asked to join praise and worship practice, indeed, I was a bit shock. Becuase my parents wasn't around, my leader came to fetch. Well, yesterday is really a day to be remember. There are good things and bad things that happen.

Kim Bum

2009-04-30T20:43:00.000+08:00

Kim Bum is a cute charming prince as his fans thought, well, it is undeniable fact if you saw his attractive cute face. I bet you will also fall in love with him. He is 20 years old young famous actor. With the release of Boy Before Flower and continue by East of Eden, he was remarked in K pop world and had gain a high popularity. In this drama, he plays role as So Yi Jung.

NOW

2009-04-30T20:25:00.000+08:00

Listen to Wonder Girls' Latest Music Song called NOW. This is an addictive beat music which appears to be more womanize and sexy than the other songs. They more matured but some refer them as slutty.

Epik High

2009-04-30T20:09:00.000+08:00

Finally on 27th March 2009, Epik High has a feedback with new album named 魂: Map the Soul and before this, Epik High has released 5 albums Map of The Human Soul (2003), High Society (2004), Swan Songs (2005), Remapping the Human Soul (2006), and Pieces, Part One (2008).

Map of the Soul is the first single off the 魂: Map the Soul album. Its a song dealing with the themes of love, nature and faith. The music video is a tribute to the artist Levi Van Veluw and it depicts how nature and society itself is being destroyed by human beings. The book part of 魂: Map the Soul is also bilingual in both English and Korean and it documents the creative process in making the album.

For further information : Map The Soul

Bass guitar has come to an end

2009-04-26T18:44:00.000+08:00

First of all, I really wanted to thanks Alice, but she is the one who introduce me to bass guitar class and make me have this opportunity to learn it. Then, I also wanted to thanks Alice, Samuel Mak, Daniel, Hao Jie and song hui that teach me gingerly. Because I lack talent of playing music instrument , moreover, I don't have any basic about mucis. We did having a lot of fun while having classes. Samuel is cute whenever he smile at me even though sometimes I felt irritated since he smile because I did a lot of mistake while learning it. Today, Alice prepared us with some dessrat, we talk and laughing while eating. We faced techniqua promblem while we went home because the car motor was hot and could explode at any time. So Alice brought us to my house because my house ia the nearest one. So we having another great time together while waiting for Samuel to come and fetch them.

Talent Show

2009-04-26T18:31:00.000+08:00

Actually I'm very anxious about talent show, however I understand that God will have His own plan. If this time fail, then maybe he has an alternative plan for it. Believing it, I know I was right. Nut this doesn't mean this show is fail, in converse, it was a success, I thought. Even though, there is still face some problem, but it is inevitable. So I think most of the youth enjoyed it since the performance is so well and some are funny, rock and even got a cute sweet guy appears to plays erhu, I salute to you boy. My friends and juniors did come and enjoy it, I'm glad about that. At first, I thought non believers won't like praise and worship, but thing end up when the result, they enjoy it. One of my junior even tell me that she like it. Well, it is really so good to hear it. As a conclusion, talent show is a success, but still that is my own thought. So I hoped for those who did joined did enjoy it.

what kind of teacher is her???

2009-04-24T05:08:00.000+08:00

Hate it, really hate it. Just because we come against the teacher, so she is now anti us. She even explicitly shows that she dislike us, actually for me that is nothing. But she always attack us with words especially one of my friend that won't go against teacher. Words did really hurt my friend cause she don't know have give counter attack unlike me that always shows my words. I hate to see my friends hurt, so every time whenever teacher something bad her, I would came out and help her, otherwise, she is finish with those body attack. Ok, well, I'm really dislike this matter since as a student, we supposed to respect teacher. I already give that respect actually, however she didn't seems to appreciate it. Never mind, then you are no longer deserve my respect.

Chinese Language Society Camp 09

2009-04-12T05:23:00.000+08:00

10 and 11 of April, our Chinese society had successfully done a 2 day 1 night camp at school compound. At first, while we preparing all the needs for this camp. Many of us thought that this camp maybe can't be lunch. Because we don't have much time to prepare, we done the real preparation at last minute. The day of camp arrived, and all AJK are anxious about it. We scared if things can went through well. Well, some inevitable problems did arise like technical problems (computer and sound system). But everyone seems to enjoy it. We manage to learn and make traditional Chinese food and juniors are happy upon it. They are so excited and they dished food so with labour. At last, Chinese Traditinal Food Competition, all group got same mark, everyone did well. Night came and we need to prepare food, actually suppose each group cook their own meals, but because knife isn't adequate. So, after discussion with teacher, Food AJK will cook instead. Almost 8: 30 pm, our food well prepared, then, everyone come and enjoy the meal. At night, we watch movie, but because of computer problem, we failed. Then, we went out and made a circle with candles light on. We sang and joke around. But form 1 and 2 didn't really involved excitedly, they sit still at their chairs while form 5 students 'SS' and sang and laughed. Then, we went to sleep, but a news came from PBSM saying a Chinese student was disappeared while they playing games, our junior are scared and terrified by the shocking news, and one of them did even cried though I told them actually they were acting. We did our best to comfort them into their dreamland. Me and my sis look after the others until 1.20 pm, and we filled the time by prayers and sang praise and worship, hoping nothing will happen since teachers are not around for guidance. We were assigned to look after juniors and ourselves. After breakfast, we cleaned camp compound then we played games. Lastly, is sharing time, everyone shared and happy and satisfied with it which is out of my prediction, anyway, I'm happy too. Teachers were satisfied with our works since there is no single complaints while we camp ran on. That's indeed a good news.